You & Mie :: & thunders

I was not planning to write down anything, but since I had somethings in my mind and feeling's roller coaster is going on, preferred to write down.

And before I actually start what exactly I feel, I thought I would start with some thing very close to me and hope writing it helps me:

For me, You are one person for whom I would cross any lengths and would do anything, not because that is my only option but for the fact that you are the most precious person I have in my life.
When I said you are my priority and are important to me, I meant every word of it. But are my expectations are too much to handle?
I do not have much words to fill up here, but it kills me every time we have an argument or disagreement and it doesn't matter to me if I am right or wrong- it is because it tends to make us stand away/ against each other.
I am not a easy person to be with (be it any form of relationship), and I know that. But I try not to upset you, that's the last thing I want.

I want to …

Heart Spill::-- Not Yet!!

The time is just passing by, doing nothing. Whereas, have so much in head to achieve and do. The time just not seems right. It is so strange, when you want something but on the same time you don't want to get involved into it.
Feeling these days, just the same. Life is moving at it's pase, I am happy but still feel empty inside like something is missing. Well, have not figured out what is missing. Having mood swings like crazy, one second I am in good mood-feeling crazy kid; on the other hand, feeling low-just want to go somewhere alone and spend sometime reflecting back. That's why this blog is not about anything, it's just a page I am filling in with the thoughts my mind is occupied with.

I just had an amazing weekend with my sweetheart friends, but today again I am missing something. How to figure what is missing? And why I am feeling such. Maybe somewhere inside, I know what am I missing but unfortunately I know I can't have it so I just don't want to face it…

Life as Experience

Completing 29 years of my life, makes you feel so old. But if I really look at myself, I am still a kid at heart. And that is definitely for my friends (I know they would agree with me).
It just feels that yesterday only I finished my studies and started working. In many ways it is so different now. Everyone is busy in their life, no one has time for anyone, forget anyone- no one has time for them selves.
I wonder at times, where has the time gone when fun was all about getting together with friends doing nothing, but still used to have a blast. Now, if we talk about fun, it usually means having drinks at some expensive place. Though I would say, I am lucky to have friends with me with whom I can still have fun and good time like old days. I do miss those times, there's no doubt in that. Working is another experience all together.
While working you learn so much different things, that you cannot get from books. As we age, we grow personally and intellectually. But when you are workin…

Love Undefined!!

Love does not happen with anyone you know or would have known for years.
Love just is a feeling in which a person falls even when you are not aware of. Its a feeling that is mutual for all the special and important people in your life. It all depends on one's choice to make someone their first priority in their life. This doesnt mean that his/her love for others changes, instead all it means is that one person has become the most important part of their life.
People always talk about their first love but to be honest and fair its not the first love you will never forget; you will always move on from it, the one thing you can never let go is when you find your pure and true love.
There is no specific defination of Love. It has always been on an individual- how they describe it. But in the end, it all comes to few things- that you would feel this deep for someone- you care for them more than yourself, you would do anything ti make them smile, you would want to be the reason for the…

Unsaid Truth..!!

I miss you... I really wished you being here. I don't know any reason for missing you even today. I have moved on life and so has you, but still wish if  I could get one chance to love you again and I would love you right. I miss the craziness we had for each-other. Its hard to share the same with someone else.
I miss hearing those lovely words from you, just making me feel like a princess of the entire world. I miss your humble and sweet smile that used to lighten my world, making me forget everything around. You making my heart skip a beat. You taught me the meaning of true love, that is never ending. I feel so lucky and blessed to share a part of my life with you.
I never thought life would take you so far from me and my life. You came into my  life as a promise and blessing of love, but  never thought it would break and go away. Well you going away did made me more stronger than I was, but I never wanted to be lost with your love all alone. I wished to be with you forever bes…
Life is not what you want it to be like... when you want it to be all fun, it will be all boring with all the work all around. Finally when you are in mood to work, it will take a turn that you would have never expected. It happens always with me... now when I am done with all the fun thing, I am getting all the chances to fun around...I am just ignoring them as I should.
well here's something i wrote for that--

Life is a going water that stops for no one,
...if you have many things or have none.
Doesn't matter how you want it to be,'s the way it has to be.
Sometimes life isn't fair at all,
...but we call it as HIS call.
To lead a simple life is what everyone wants,
...but still somewhere in them something haunts.
Many people come across in life,
...some become your soul and then life.
Even if you loose them one day,
...that doesn't stop your life to sail.
You are the one who can try to take your life your way,
...but don't take granted what you have as i…

this one is with no name....but for someone!!!

I wrote this long time back,so thought of sharing...
One of the nicest things about us is that we are sincere towards each other. The romance is wonderful, but what i cherish even more is our ability to communicate with each other in the deepest sense of world... ... ... ...The sensitivity we have for each other allows us to feel and truly understand everything even before a word is spoken.           I just have to laugh when I think of some of the crazy things we have been half the fun with anyone else but YOU... ...I love to look back at those times, and to all the moments spent with you...                        .......I would not trade even one of those memories for anything in the world, because they are so much a part of my life...                                         ...and so are you. In thoughts, you are never far apart from one who is close in heart. Though I can't be there with you today... thoughts are always with you always...!!