I met you unknowingly and unexpectedly...but it turned out to be a wonderful surprise. I have come across so many people who have been wanting to be with me from so long. Being honest,all are different in person but there has not been a person in long time who has made me feel different too.
Knowing it all, I have not felt completly alive or happy and complete from inside. Even having everything in my life I always had something missing...always hoping for something worth waiting for.
Well of all the guys I have come across from last few years, no one made a mark like you did and even if someone did make me feel great they were just my friends. I had crushes nd likes but none turned out to be what I wanted. Its always hard to know what a guy actually wants...there are many guys who wanted to be close but only as a fun.
This has been a reason for staying single for so long. I have been scared of loosing what I love and what is mine.
But when you said that you like me and want to be in relationship, I smiled and thought what exactly is he looking for...should I trust all the words he is saying coz trust me I have heard loads of shit which guys dont mean. Then I saw something in you that made me change my mind so soon.
I liked you, you made me happy, you always made me seeing you again. I just wanted to spend more time always...being with you always brought a part of alive which was something I didnt feel from long. But I was scared to move ahead..not because I didnt trust you but mainly because I have been through a pain which I couldnt bear nd I dont want to feel that again. But you changed it and even today I would say that I am glad you came and asked and told me that you Love me and want to be with me. I love you teasing me, irritating me and making me laugh. I love the way you smile and laugh..your laugh is amazing. I see a special person who has grown as a human being, when I see you. You are an amzing person at heart, expect your anger, but I guess everyone has that. Just be the same, honestly speaking till now I dont want to change you..but only few things I have already told you.
I just want you to takecare of yourself not for you but for me and for people who care for you. I have really fallen in love with you.
Thank you darling for bein here with me today and stay forever. I will never give you any reason to go away. I will never let you go.
I can say today I have waited for so long for someone special and it has been worth it!
I miss you a lot.
Love you baby..